Down the rabbit hole

I don't scare easy

I know what I want

"life is what we make it, always has been, always will be"

(nothing here is owned by me)

The quite words kill me

Yell at me, scream at me, tell me i’m useless, hopeless, a mess. Tell me i’m a waste of space, tell me i’ll never amount to anything, that i wasted your time, that I gave up too easily. Tell me you knew i’d never make it.

Just please, please don’t give me that sad, dissapointed stare. Don’t tell me you know i could do it if i wanted.

Call me every name in the book, tear me to shreds, just try. I can handle that, I’ve heard it all before. I’ve said it to myslef a million times before. I’ll do anything to prove you wrong.

Its the sad goodbyes, the understanding I can’t handle.

Don’t believe in me, I’ll only let you down. I’ll only let myself down.